By Nathaniel Donnett
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December 12, 2025
2013 I’m in a parking lot; class won’t start for another twenty minutes. 97.9 is on, soto voce, while I’m trying to catch up on some sleep. Murmurs regarding Miley Cyrus and the VMAs drift into a semiconscious mind. In case you’re the type to pride themselves for standing outside of Pop, allow me to catch you up: this kid’s TV icon performed a rape jingle with a creeper in a Beetlejuice outfit during an award show. The performance was an act of aesthetic terrorism with a hip racist edge, trolls crawled out of their virtual caves to denounce one young woman’s sexuality with exceptional misogynistic vim, the sanctioned Feminist Action Squad responded with righteous fire, and a total lack of consideration for intersectionality. The asses that break the Internets still need to be televised first. But hey, listen, what’s coming out of the speakers is important too, and maybe a little more urgent. “What’d you think of Miley’s outfit,” somebody asks. One of the djs, possibly Kiotti, chuckles a bit then answers “Straight Fallas Paredes.” I jackknife in my seat, chocking on laughter. It’s a brilliant joke, laconic wit straight off the dome, with just the right amount of surprise and a laid back delivery that understands that this particular structure needs not the strain of emphasis. It’s the kind of laugher that has you missing the next sixty seconds of broadcast because you’re still unpacking it’s implications. It’s also a joke for people who know life in the Southwest. Much of his potency is tied to the body’s ability to remember Fallas Paredes. Have you stood in its center? Felt the fabrics? Gazed at the wares, letting the pop of colors and patterns dance for your eyes? Can you recognize a one-night outfit? The type that will only hold together long enough for a single sustained stretch of hardcore partying? Do you know this place? Because Google can only give you so much. And just like that, I have an answer to the question that’s lingered since the Parazette show. 2012 Julie and I have picked a horrible time to visit In Plain Sight, Aaron Parazette’s survey of Houston painting at McClain gallery. They are setting up for a panel discussion and our view of several paintings is compromised; sorry Robert Ruello, maybe next time. We have been away for so long, and we’ve been craving a lot of Houston work, but the dessert array is mostly buttermilk pie. Now, I like a good buttermilk pie, but we’d been hoping for a bit more diversity. No Floyd Newsum? Who knows what happened? The limits of one man’s Rolodex. Gallery politics. Simple availability issues. Any possible answer would be both pedestrian and incomplete. We gorge on buttermilk. Some of it is quite good. Much of it barely has any flavor. Some of it tastes like ass. We wonder why call it a Houston survey at all. For the most part, these paintings, good and less than, have the familiar monoculture sensibilities so in vogue at the art fairs. There is a Kent Dorn behind the makeshift bar, in dim light. We’re upset at the insult, especially because this painting is getting at something. You know, specifics. It’s a real Houston painting, and it kinda rubs us the wrong way how it’s tucked away. We start counting, and there’s a handful more, maybe six or seven. Julie and I don’t agree on the quality of every single piece, but somehow we agree on that Htown vibe. We have no language for it. We have no criteria. But we’ve lived here a long time, Julie was born here, and we’ve been paying attention, and we recognize it. There is real delight in touching a knowledge that was hidden in plain sight, and fresh delight can cloud the true value of a thing. We agree that there is such a thing as Houston painting, a distinct a recognizable thing, but does this have any importance? Does it matter? 2011 The boomerang action of grad school has dropped us here, in a Northwest Houston backyard, surrounded by dog bombs, and standing on the rust colored grass. Julie and I will be living in her parents’ home for the foreseeable future. We have no money, we have no jobs, but there is still room for hope. The last three years’ worth of calamities is a long and varied catalogue. It has left us exhausted and broken. We are not the same people who left in 2008. We had to find new ways of being sane, and new reasons to be artists. Embracing near the fence we can feel the last three years drooping and detaching like old skin. The fence is too high to see how the neighbors live, but we can hear them. Our first night back, our first hour back, and what we hear is Welcome to the land, where it just don't stop Trunks pop tops drop, and the front end hop Paint flop screens on, acting bad in the song Yeah it's on riding chrome, balling at my home Texas plates don't hate, showing up in the state Fat Pat and the sultry air, envelop us tops drop We know we are back home, as our home knows we have returned tops drop We are welcome before the first salutations, and we are at peace before any reason for peace tops drop Before tonight, I had always made pictures in Houston. Starting tomorrow, I will make pictures of Houston. 1999 Back of the Greyhound, middle of the night, I am on my way back to my single room in the medical center. I was in Miami visiting my peoples. Every time I got a chance, I left town. We can see the city lights in the distance. This Cuban lady tells her somnolent kids, “Here it is. Fucking Houston.” This trip is not a choice, it’s a last option. I came to town the same way. I used to feel the same way, “Fuck Houston.” But right now, I’m thinking, “Fuck you, lady. I live here” And I want to stay. My many returns to the city, more than the movements away from it, have taught me how to long for its blessings. If I had to move away, quickly, begrudgingly, like the Cuban family, I would miss the food, and the people and the flatness, I would miss the late afternoon light coming through the windows of the 53 on the way back from the Cinemark. I want to be here. This is where I live. 2014 I’m working an installation and most of the crew is new to me. Half of them are recent transplants. I like them, they’re clever people, politically aware, wide areas of interests, quick with the jokes. I test them anyway, “You find yourselves listening to more Beyoncé since you moved?” They both fail. One of them seems satisfied that he has o idea what Beyoncé sounds like, the other one is an old fan lapsed for political reasons. They both missed the point. In her seat of power you owe the queen allegiance. It is not about love or taste. It means even more if it’s not about love or taste. To belong to an alien place one must veer into alieness. I could explain, but I can’t force them to understand, so I let it go. In five months or in five years, maybe they’ll be part of the metropolis, and maybe they’ll make art for its denizens, and I’ll be thankful for objects that resonate in sync with my body.